40 draft scribbles***

Some will be understood others not so much... I dare you all to read them and have a laugh! 1.         Yesterday was my last day working in what I called the "Pit of hell"…  but the people in there were real angels in helping me surpass the last few months. 2.       I’m scared of changes and adventures even though I end up loving them and calling them the best times in my life. 3.        I’m finally losing all that weight… and ended up drowned In the abysm of chocolate. Sorry I’m on that time of the month!. 4.       A text message I just received from someone tonight made me feel happy. 5.       I still need to find out what to wear tomorrow night for party night mode: On 6.       I was supposed to call dad to give him updates on my life… I just felt like procrastinating. 7.        I wish it snowed in DR… little fun around? And maybe selfish too… 8.        Should I stop listening to sad songs… life is sad itself -> switch! 9.       I have 25 friend requests on FB I must take care… I’m bad at names and if I don’t remember you on my first glance you end up on that list. 10.     What should I pack? Can’t be as random as when I packed for vacation in the USA…. 11.       Insanity, autism, bipolar disorder, anorexia: They are all inserted “in a lie” kinda way in my life. 12.     I felt so bad like crying today… but felt so dumb about doing so. 13.      I’m a little rude when it comes to guys when I’m not interested… I was such a bitch today. =S 14.     I feel like I need to talk to someone but don’t know who, for what or why! 15.     Manicure and pedicure are MANDATE tomorrow… 16.     I still keep a children Disney Princess umbrella that is broken… for the good times. 17.      I love nights… I guess that is why I don’t find  way of getting to bed early. 18.      I want to get drunk tomorrow… enjoy and have fun. I deserve it. 19.     I wish I could get my camera now… but circumstances have been pointing not to do so. =( 20.    I’m bad at reading sings… they were all there. For the best I did on the very last minute. 21.     It does cross my mind once in a while but I’m better than that. 22.    YES, I wish I was anywhere that “someone” is now. 23.    I miss Marge and out late nights watching Law and Order 24.    I have a new BBm/ Twitter friend I can count on to let things out anytime and I do the same with him. 25.    I Google everything I don’t know and up to now… it has concise answers. 26.    I’m obsessed with quotes… so if you see one you like, don’t hesitate and send it to me! 27.    I can’t take those two out of my head… the color wonderful, so deep, steal my breath. 28.    I love Mika… colors my life with all the energy he expels. 29.    Lalo… that won’t happen that soon. I’m not ready.   30.    Mango and Papaya exceeded their size and I’m uncomfortable. 31.      I remember when you held my hand and I made a fool out of myself… I wish were less of a chicken then… maybe things would have gone somewhere. 32.    People I know blog on things that make sense… I think maybe I want to be different tonight. 33.     I stalked too many people tonight I even feel guilty. 34.    I wonder why people think they are invisible in their cars and pick their noses. 35.    I can be a lot more than most people see me like… 36.    There are some things I just can’t let my mother know. 37.     I read all a Nat Geo Magazine today… felt like I was back in school learning. 38.     Right now: My hair is a mess, my pink shorts brings lust memories, my bra should make me post orange on Fb status and I will erase that BASTARD who is BBm a chain at 2AM!!! 39.    I hate goodbyes because they are the predictable cause of lots of days saying that lame “two word” phrase that can’t convey the full feeling in our hearts. ---Miss You! 40.    I wonder if people would read this and have evidence that there is something not exactly right going through my head.

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